Rough Draft

I don't know where to begin.
I don't know how to get out there, to see you.
I don't know where to dig in.
I don't know how to get in there, to feel you.

Well, since I'm the first to get back after church service, I might as well steal some time to come online and blog a quick post. Service isn't too bad, just that it didn't quite make any sense to me since it doesn't apply to me. The only time I felt the atmosphere changed to a love-filled one was when all the couples embraced/kissed. Haha, damn sweet. (:

Okay, next paper- English Paper 1 & 2. Hope to do well and as always, I pray hard there would be inspiration for my essay. I'm keeping faith in my simple manipulating of words, and attempt to conjure up some never seen before words, and hope I hit the jackpot of 24 points. Comprehension wise, I hope don't too badly, but.. I have faith. Nervous, yes. But still, faith over anxiety. :D

Something that I noticed: 3/4 of the class are undergoing secret 'training', all going for emergency tuition, and paying full attention in class these days. I guess if I want to be in front, I need to work twice as hard as I'm working now. Still hope for 15 or less for prelims, and then half of that for O's. Great aspirations, but what I confess is what I get.

I heard of what happened, so if in any case you still come by this place once in a while, don't get too upset. Maybe you've heard that once too often but yeah, the distance between us now makes it impossible for me to do anything more than saying that. But you know, one failure doesn't mean a lifetime of failure. And anyway, I suppose you didn't do too badly? You'll clinch first place soon enough, I believe. (:

posted by cigarettelove @ 12:18 AM